Undescribeable feeling

When I saw it... I couldn't deny that my feeling wasn't hurt because it did... It felt so so bad... That I couldn't resist it.. Well,I guess this is the feeling... That I scare the most.. And now it's coming true... And I can't hold back anymore... I should just release this stupid thingy but I can't cause I don't want to... But now... It's a MUST! Just gotta say NO to this feeling within me... NO...NO...

P/S: Just a crap.. Dun nid to bother so much... ><