Sigh! My mind... It's blank or should I say it's empty?? I should have lots of things running in my mind right now but weird.. It's empty.. Things that should be in my mind are the final exam is just around the corner, missing my family like mad and lots more but I don't know why.. It's just empty.. Some of the things.. I try not to think bout it cause each time I think bout it,it makes me upset and emo. I don't like the feeling of being emo. Well,come on.. Who likes to be emo?? Lame me.. So upset with myself recently cause I did something that I shouldn't. Hmmm.. Maybe it's not my fault,but somehow.. I feel it's my fault.. I dislike the situation that I'm having/facing right now.. Just don't know how to face it.. Gosh! How I wish I'm SMART! If I'm a genius,then maybe I'll be able to solve it.. If la.. Shouldn't think so much bout it.. Should just focus on my studies but I failed to do so.. Cause it's lots more tougher than I thought it is.. Really need encouragement,wisdom and strength from everyone especially God. Only God knows what I'm going through right now.. He knows me BEST! No one for me to rely on but only HIM. So I wanna take this opportunity to pray to God our Father that HE will guide me to go through this and that I'll be able to make a way (solution) out from this problem that I'm facing right now. And that HE will grant me patient,strength,courage and wisdom in whatever things that I'm doing.. Really thank God that HE gave me 2 understanding sisterlies in my life and when I really need them,they always be by my side.. There's nothing greater than having people whom you care and love so much to be there for you in times when you really need them. Really appreciates what they have done for me.. Words can't express how much I love them.. Wish that we will remain as sisterlies forever.. God bless all of you!
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Don't feel empty..God will fill your cup... He knows what you're going through and I believe that this is one of the phase of life..learn and don't be afraid of it for God will protect you and lay by your side.. I too will be always by your side no matter what happens.. I will not leave you away just like that...this is tough...way tougher than exams right?? cuz it's way beyond our capability... But you shall not worry over it... For God will guide you through everything you do... Ask and you shall receive from Him... I will protect you no matter what..even if it's beyond my strength...I will do at my best.. because I love you..and God loves you too...
Thanks...I just dunno wat to say.. Swt.. The best thing ever happen to me is to meet you in college and your presence in my life really change it all.. So glad that I've found you and Kaka.. Dunno how's life in college will be without you two.. Sure dull and bored.. But now.. You two changed my world.. It's so colourful.. and bright.. till I don't feel like leaving my life.. Love my life so much and thanks for making my life wonderful.. Love you too.. ^.^
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