I'm sorry... I love you...

I'm sorry mom.. Cause I can't celebrate your birthday with you this year... I'm really really really sorry. Sigh! Can't go back to hometown due to some problems.. So damn pathetic. So not fair.. I celebrated my dad's birthday but not my mom's one. It should be both. Then it's fair and square. Right?? Haiz.. Sorry ya. I hope that God will bless you on the very special day of yours. And I know HE WILL! Amen! Mom... Take good care when I'm not by your side. Eat healthy food and don't eat fried stuff. Ok?? Don't push yourself too hard. Try to relax and don't worry too much ya. If you're tired,rest. I promise you that I'll take good care of myself here k. So make sure you too. Don't make me worry bout you. Last but not least,be happy always. Any problem can come and seek me. Ok?? Love you. Hope to see you soon. ( I really miss my dear family. If only I could be with them... )