Life is beautiful isn't it?? Or WAT???

Is life beautiful?? Well,it used to be beautiful to me but now.. I'm not sure anymore. Life is tough without any loved ones by my side. Soon,it's going to be a year where I've been living without my family by my side. I'm not allowed to go back to my hometown to visit them. I mean I am allowed to.. It just that,I'm not as lucky as those who goes back to their hometown twice a month or even anytime they wanted to... I'm only allowed to go back once a month ( only if I'm lucky enough to do so ) or if there's any special ocassion. Otherwise I have to stay here. This lonely city... Sigh... Life's so pathetic and miserable to me. Now,life becomes beautiful only when I'm with my family.. Lol.. I'm sure most of us feel that,right?? Swt... I hope I have freedom. I hope I have...